Never been in love in my entire life. Never feel pity for the poor. Have I become comfortably numb?

I have become so cynical. I feel everyone out there is out there to find a way to achieving their own ends. When I see my fellow humans I feel that Darwin's thesis on the survival of the fittest going on in my mind. Whether it be the the government, media, or my neighbors - everyone is feeding their own needs. I feel there is not an honest person left on the planet nowadays. But deep within I know I know I am wrong, yet I just can get this feeling out of my mind.